"Our paths may change as life goes on, but the bond between us remains forever strong. I miss you sister!"
Missing You <3 --> listen to this while reading for a full experience.
If only you could've stayed, stating the fact that no one deserves this is an understatement when referring to your case. Everyone that has ever known you would vouch in your favor. You can't fake a beautiful soul, nor can time erase the humble memories we've shared. For some reason I can't say that my grieving process took awhile to start. As soon as I got the news, my heart literally dropped. Its a feeling that I've never experienced before, an unexplainable energy just flows through and devours everything in its path. Simultaneously, memories flood my mind and I'm clouded by eternal happiness. As ironic as it seems, the good and the bad memories leaves me feeling warm and loved.
No-one could prepare themselves with a lost of a close family member. A sister that no-one could ever replace. We told each other everything that has happened in our lives whether it was pretty or ugly. Never judged one another because we knew when we fucked up and we knew that our hearts weren't set on any bad decisions that were made. The support system that was invisible to everyone else yet felt and known by one another. Although I've moved miles away, nothing has changed between us and we knew how to keep it solid. My venting partner and one of the only people I would wake up at 3 am for just to comfort her in whatever she was going through. Although you were ill, no one would know how sick you really were because you would smile and LIVE through it all. The person that I could share positive energy with because we understood each other on unearthly levels.
"Your soul recognizes other souls that are so pure, you can't pass them up."
I remember going to your house everyday just to chill..literally CHILL and share all the juicy memories from the night before. You were the person that would listen to all my corny jokes, we could spend the entire day together doing nothing but talking and watching the kids and time would still go by quick. When you were diagnosed with Diabetes at a young age, that was a scary experience for the both of us. Seeing you in so much pain and suffering from something we knew nothing about was heartbreaking. Im beyond glad and blessed to have spent all those days and nights at the hospital with you. Every day I've spent with you in the hospital have been memories that I won't forget. We learned about diabetes together and I will always cherish how you would let me be your dr and inject your insulin and test your blood sugar levels. Your bravery and placid state of mind is what calmed me down. Although you were in and out of the ICU, I sat there talking about all the memories we've shared and I told you how I would feel lost if I were to lose you and that you had to stay strong and fight through this. I know your soul felt my presence because you squeezed my hand and I'm glad I experienced that moment with you.
We've always ended our convos with "I Love You and ttyl," therefore I don't feel as though I have no closure with you. The only truth is that you're gone too soon and this world needs people like you sis. I'm thankful that you've found someone who loves you with everything he has and I'm hurting for his lost as well. Lord knows that he took care of you throughout all of your struggles and he has never left your side. For that, I'm forever grateful and I feel for his lost as well. I know you loved him more than anything and anyone and you knew that you had a good man by your side, in turn you loved hard as well. Kisses to aunty Vicky and Uncle John and all our other aunts and uncles that were your second parents as well. The kids will forever miss you and keep you in a special place within. Our lil cuddy Vidah will for sure take this lost as a life battle and just know that I got you Vidah! The family and everyone who has ever known you were blessed to have met such a beautiful person inside and out.
Theres an abundant amount of memories I could simply state and share with you all however, I'll save the juicy stuff for our personal talks. Gone but never forgotten, my sister through it all. Its only right that I name my unborn child after you. Your love and spirit could live through her and I'll feel as though you are still here with us. May your beautiful soul rest in love and peace and I know you'll be there to steer the kids on the right path! Thank you for blessing my life and being the kind, caring, humble, motherly loving person that you were.
"Although I'm missing you, I'll find a way to get through because you were my sister, my strength and my pride. Only God could may know why, still I will get by."
I'll smile with every tear that I drop..i'll wait for the day that I'll see you again. Although we are cousins, it was a choice to become your sister/ friend. A bond you can't share with just anyone! I introduced you to my lil circle and you instantly clicked with everyone and in turn they loved you the way they love me. Its a lost that we will all live with, I wish you were here to be an old lady with me. I LOVE YOU CAMEO, a blessed sister indeed.
Note to everyone: Don't take life for granted and never forget to let your loved ones know how much they mean to you. No-one knows when its their time. Her smile could light up an entire room of people who are mourning...with that being said, SMILE, she wouldn't want to see anyone hurting. She is now reunited with her daughter and that's a beautiful thought.
Missing You <3 --> listen to this while reading for a full experience.
If only you could've stayed, stating the fact that no one deserves this is an understatement when referring to your case. Everyone that has ever known you would vouch in your favor. You can't fake a beautiful soul, nor can time erase the humble memories we've shared. For some reason I can't say that my grieving process took awhile to start. As soon as I got the news, my heart literally dropped. Its a feeling that I've never experienced before, an unexplainable energy just flows through and devours everything in its path. Simultaneously, memories flood my mind and I'm clouded by eternal happiness. As ironic as it seems, the good and the bad memories leaves me feeling warm and loved.
No-one could prepare themselves with a lost of a close family member. A sister that no-one could ever replace. We told each other everything that has happened in our lives whether it was pretty or ugly. Never judged one another because we knew when we fucked up and we knew that our hearts weren't set on any bad decisions that were made. The support system that was invisible to everyone else yet felt and known by one another. Although I've moved miles away, nothing has changed between us and we knew how to keep it solid. My venting partner and one of the only people I would wake up at 3 am for just to comfort her in whatever she was going through. Although you were ill, no one would know how sick you really were because you would smile and LIVE through it all. The person that I could share positive energy with because we understood each other on unearthly levels.
"Your soul recognizes other souls that are so pure, you can't pass them up."
I remember going to your house everyday just to chill..literally CHILL and share all the juicy memories from the night before. You were the person that would listen to all my corny jokes, we could spend the entire day together doing nothing but talking and watching the kids and time would still go by quick. When you were diagnosed with Diabetes at a young age, that was a scary experience for the both of us. Seeing you in so much pain and suffering from something we knew nothing about was heartbreaking. Im beyond glad and blessed to have spent all those days and nights at the hospital with you. Every day I've spent with you in the hospital have been memories that I won't forget. We learned about diabetes together and I will always cherish how you would let me be your dr and inject your insulin and test your blood sugar levels. Your bravery and placid state of mind is what calmed me down. Although you were in and out of the ICU, I sat there talking about all the memories we've shared and I told you how I would feel lost if I were to lose you and that you had to stay strong and fight through this. I know your soul felt my presence because you squeezed my hand and I'm glad I experienced that moment with you.
We've always ended our convos with "I Love You and ttyl," therefore I don't feel as though I have no closure with you. The only truth is that you're gone too soon and this world needs people like you sis. I'm thankful that you've found someone who loves you with everything he has and I'm hurting for his lost as well. Lord knows that he took care of you throughout all of your struggles and he has never left your side. For that, I'm forever grateful and I feel for his lost as well. I know you loved him more than anything and anyone and you knew that you had a good man by your side, in turn you loved hard as well. Kisses to aunty Vicky and Uncle John and all our other aunts and uncles that were your second parents as well. The kids will forever miss you and keep you in a special place within. Our lil cuddy Vidah will for sure take this lost as a life battle and just know that I got you Vidah! The family and everyone who has ever known you were blessed to have met such a beautiful person inside and out.
Theres an abundant amount of memories I could simply state and share with you all however, I'll save the juicy stuff for our personal talks. Gone but never forgotten, my sister through it all. Its only right that I name my unborn child after you. Your love and spirit could live through her and I'll feel as though you are still here with us. May your beautiful soul rest in love and peace and I know you'll be there to steer the kids on the right path! Thank you for blessing my life and being the kind, caring, humble, motherly loving person that you were.
"Although I'm missing you, I'll find a way to get through because you were my sister, my strength and my pride. Only God could may know why, still I will get by."
I'll smile with every tear that I drop..i'll wait for the day that I'll see you again. Although we are cousins, it was a choice to become your sister/ friend. A bond you can't share with just anyone! I introduced you to my lil circle and you instantly clicked with everyone and in turn they loved you the way they love me. Its a lost that we will all live with, I wish you were here to be an old lady with me. I LOVE YOU CAMEO, a blessed sister indeed.
Note to everyone: Don't take life for granted and never forget to let your loved ones know how much they mean to you. No-one knows when its their time. Her smile could light up an entire room of people who are mourning...with that being said, SMILE, she wouldn't want to see anyone hurting. She is now reunited with her daughter and that's a beautiful thought.
